[one]
I've been lonely tonight. I've been fighting the urge to text him & tell him I miss him; I don't want him to know anymore. I wonder if he misses me at all or if he's just happy I've finally let him go. It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that, but I just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don't want him out of my life forever; I don't want him to forget me. He was my first love & I was his; that's got to mean something, right?

[two]
but her heart still beats ,
even though her eyes are frozen.

[three]
We fight mainly for one reason. Cause when you fight you truly find out how much you`re willing to take before you break. & when you break you need to see if that other person truly cares enough to make everything okay again cause without fighting, liars of love could be walking all over the place.

[four]
All I want is for you to know me again;
for me to be in your life, and even if it can't
happen right now,I would just like to know
that I'm not blocked from your memory.

[five]
It's amazing how one person
can make your day so absolutely perfect.

[six]
After a while you start depending on
that certain someone. I guess it hurts so
much when they're gone because you spent
every waking moment with them. And it's
almost as if we forget how to live without them.

[seven]
if it was for the best,
then why am I at my worst?

[eight]
Sometimes you've got no choice. You panic & you find the quickest escape possible, but after you've escaped from everything you start thinking back & realize the choice you made was maybe the wrong one.

[nine]
Imagine how many stories
are hidden under just one smile.

[ten]
I'm learning to let go; to forgive; to forget grudges. to trust; to hope; & to believe the impossible. take a change; attempt a risk ; speak your mind. never take life for granted ;; tomorrow may never come. make the most of what you have; & fight for your dreams. I'm learning now to live. to love. & to be loved.

[eleven]
I'm not going to get upset and
I'm not going to care because every
time I did, it never got me anywhere.

[twelve]
stay mad as long as you can. because
once you're not mad anymore, it hurts. it
hurts like hell and once it hurts that bad,
you can't make yourself mad anymore.

[thirteen]
Are you here because you need
someone or because you need me?

[fourteen]
I didn't have one thing to say
to her. Nothing. My best friend for
years, the person I had never run
out of things to talk about with.
Yet we were like total strangers.

[fifteen]
Don`t waste your time with people who don`t make you feel alive.

So Im thinking maybe this site needs a new layout?
What do you guys think?

Remember to Comment ++ Sub
It makes me happy!

Picture Cred ; tazmo on deviantart

[one]
We spend our whole lives telling ourselves
that everything happens for a reason
when in reality it's just that we give reasons
for everything that happens.

[two]
I dare you to be who you want to be.

[three]
The world is full of goodbyes.You
probably meet a new one every day,
but that never makes it any easier.
`. soccersweetie1107

[four]
I don't miss you. Well, not who you've become. I miss the boy I fell in love with, the one who taught me to love life & never care about what other people think. I miss the boy who had lost so much, but was always ready for what tomorrow brought. I miss the old you, but he seems to have gone & I guess that's why I did too.

[five]
do you ever wonder if you had taken
a left turn instead of a right turn, you
could have been somebody different?

[six]
but if i wanted silence, i would whisper.
if i wanted loneliness, i would choose to go.
if i liked rejection i'd audition,
and if i didn't love you, you would know.

[seven]
It's not that you're losing your
friends;you're just finally figuring
out who your real friends are.

[eight]
Forget the winter,
your heart's cold enough already.

[nine]
I like this boy,and just when I think
there is no way in the world he likes me,
I catch him staring at me with a smile on
his face & it makes me wonder.

[ten]
true strength is being able to hold it together
when no one would blame you for falling apart.

[one]
So what happens when it ends?

[two]
We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick;
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defeat ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

[three]
Seeing him was like hearing an
old song come on the radio; bringing
up so many old feelings & memories
that you just can't tune out.

[four]
I was constructed for you, and you
were molded for me. Now I feel your name,
coursing through my veins. You shine so
bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.

[five]
He paused & opened his mouth slightly, like
he wanted to say something else, but no
words came out. She just gave him a little
wave & stepped away. As her Mary Janes
took her farther & farther away from the boy
she thought she loved, she wasn't even
tempted to turn back.

[six]
She's the type of girl who will try not to like
you but she just ends up falling even harder.

[seven]
Now I don't like using words like forever,
but I will love you 'til the end of today. And
in the morning when I remember everything
that you are, I know I'll fall for you all over
again.

[eight]
Where you are is where I
want to be, and through your
eyes all the things I want to
see, and in the night you are
my dream, your everything to me.

[nine]
Forever only lasts until the going gets rough.

[ten]
Dreams are the answers to
questions we haven't yet
figured out how to ask.

[eleven]
betrayal is a funny crown.
you wear it well,
just like a king,
revenge is the saddest thing.
but honey, i'm afraid to say,
you deserve everything.

[twelve]
It has been a month or two since I
last saw your face. That smile that always
made me feel right at home. I try to tell
myself that I don't miss you, and I'm getting
pretty good at it over time. It's just at night,
staring up at the starless sky with tears down
my cheeks; I know it's not true. I know.

[thirteen]
i need you. I don't know why,
but every now and then in my life,
for no reason at all, i need you.

[fourteen]
peace is not something you wish for,
it's something you make.
something you do, something you are,
and something you give away.

[fifteen]
The best you can do is the right thing,
the second best you can do is the wrong
thing, & the worst you can do is nothing.

Remember to comment ++ sub
♥

Happy Holidays!

Remember to Comment and Subscribe!

♥

[one]
He has the most adorable eyes you could ever
fall for, and the cutest smile that takes your
breath away. he has the ability to make you laugh
every time he speaks, and when ever you
look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away.

[two]
He's that guy that
you'd want to hang out with
even if you weren't dating him,
and he's cute in that kinda way
that's sorta like... you know in the movies
that guy you want the girl to end up
with that everybody pretends isn't cute,
but he really is.

[three]
I don't want things to be like this anymore,
I want to talk to you, and I want to be with you.
But it seems like every time we're close,
something happens and we're right back to fighting.
And the truth is, I hate not talking to you.

[four]
If you hope ; get ready for the disappointment.

[five]
It's hard to watch people change right in front of you.
But the worst part is remembering who they used to be.

[six]
You talk to me and I remember how every word
lingered on your lips for hours. I close my eyes
and try to remember the way you felt next to me days
after you've gone. And somehow I know that years from
now, thoughts of you will still keep me awake at night.

[seven]
You never got the hint,
when all of those stupid quotes
and lyrics in my profiles were about you...
well guess what, they're not about you anymore.

[eight]
You look into my face;
Expressionless, cold, distant.
You ask what's wrong & I say I'm fine.
But you know what?
Fine is the farthest thing from the truth.

[nine]
You just don't get it, do you?
You really don't understand that
I'm not over you I was never over you.
The girl whose normally so strong
is falling apart, And you're not even realizing it.

[ten]
Show me that you`re going to be around to catch me when I fall.

[eleven]
she gave up boy. shes gonna walk away.
she'll pass you in the hallway
like you are complete strangers,
just like you wanted it.

[twelve]
Right now I'm done believing you,
loving you, trusting you, missing you.
You don't even know what I'm feeling
& you probably won't even understand.
I'm less of a person thanks to you ;
nothing in the world can match up to this pain.

[thirteen]
people aren't coloring books.
you can't make them just how you want them.

[fourteen]
just because you paint a picture
doesn't mean it will fit the frame.

[fifteen]
its weird, when you finally think your over someone,
and then you hear a song, see a picture,
or do something that reminds you of them.
and for those few moments their all you can think about.
and something in the back of your head is telling
you that your not over them.

[sixteen]
Incase you didn't notice,
whenever I see you I walk away
because I want to forget about you,
just like you forgot about me.

[seventeen]
as I stand here looking at you,
I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile.
when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel.
a day when I forget the words you said to me,
but I know whatever happens to us,
I know I could never get over, let go, or forget about you.

[eighteen]
As she looks back at old instant messages,
she realizes what she's really lost.

[nineteen]
Does it hurt you to know that we havent spoken to each other in days?
Does it hurt you to know that we cant even look at each other without looking away?
Does it hurt you to know that everything we had as friends is gone?
Does it hurt you at all?
Cause its killing me.

[twenty]
For all the times you hurt me
& for everything you put me through
Its hard not to feel like,
you never cared at all.

[twenty;one]
i can't help it. I can't help caring.
I'm forced. I'm too weak to restrain myself from you.
I can't help looking for you in a crowd.
I can't help thinking of you in the middle of night, day, or anytime at all.
I can't help wishing that you would love me.
I can't help waiting until the moment we talk again.
I can't help wanting to be more than just friends.
I can't help the way I love you..although I wish I could.
Sometimes I just wonder why I love you the way I do ;
but I don't have a reason. I just simply fell in love with you.

[twenty;two]
sometimes, to keep it together,
you have to leave it alone.

[twenty;three]
let's be honest.sometimes
there is nothing harder in life
than being happy for somebody else.

[twenty;four]
Life is like a million pictures in
a photo album.You can remember
it,but you can never recapture it.

[twenty;five]
You never know true pain until you
look into the eyes of someone that you
love and they look the other way.

[twenty;six]
Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought love was just about hugs, kisses, & happiness. But as we grow, we learn that it's not just about happiness, it's also about learning to accept rejections, tears, & heartbreaks. That's where I come to help you up, wipe those tears away, put your heart back to one when you're hurt from love. And when I say, "I love you" you'd better believe that I mean that with every fiber of my being.

[twenty;seven]
You will learn how to help yourself.
It will break your heart, & it will make you strong.

[twenty;eight]
Sometimes we just need to get out,
get away & momentarily forget everything
in order to realize that what we have
really isn't all that bad.

[twenty;nine]
"There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night"

[thirty]
You said friends forever,
but I guess forever isn't
as long as it used to be.

[one]
do you know how there are moments when the world moves so slowly, your bones shifting, your mind tumbling? when you think that no matter what happens to you for the rest of your life, you will remember every last detail of one moment forever?

[two]
it's not the load that breaks you down,
it's the way you carry it.

[three]
She`s standing on a line between giving up & seeing how much more she can take.

[four]
You change for two reasons; either you learn enough that you want to, or you`ve been hurt enough that you have to.

[five]
You walked away from the one person who never left your side.

[six]
So this is how it'll always be;
you'll be with her while saying you love me.

[seven]
After all the stupid mistakes that you've made, & after all of those flaws that you have, I've noticed that none of it matters because I truly love you & once you love someone, it doesn't really matter what they will become in this world. So whatever you do in life, I will always love you.

[eight]
I don't know if my heart can take this, but I really hope it can because every second with you makes it worth the risk.

[nine]
we talked about old times and it
made me smile cause you didn't forget.